For a moment...

I think I'm mostly in control for a moment. I dOn'T tHiNk YoU wIlL bE fOr MuCh LoNgEr.

Ignoring that; like I told Sam: If there's a choice between someone taking me down, and me harming someone.... Is ThAt SuPpOsEd tO mAkE sEnSe? Again, ignoring. This is permission for someone to take me down before I hurt anyone.

Sorry Kite. Sorry Adrian. NoT rEaLly.

~ViNdIcTa out~

Another dream...

It's again copied and pasted right off an AIM conversation between Kite and I. So the "you"s are talking about her. The "I" is me. ... Also known as: It's in first person to Kite.

 ~-x-~

It started right where you left off. Tentacles and you being hurt and in trouble. I moved to help Slendy, because he told me to. But something in me had sort-of snapped when I had my gun against your head and you kicked my knee. It almost woke me up. Not fully, but partly. I think that's why Slendy came up behind me. Trying to push me back under. But seeing him attack you only served to snap me fully awake. My gun was already in my hand from my attempt to shoot you. So I brought it up, aimed, and...

I fired. Point blank. At Slendy's not-face. Five times. Then I ran out of bullets. I moved on to grabbing my next available weapon and charged. It was my sword. I don't know what was on it, but something was. It shimmered, but not nicely. Anyway, I attacked Slendy, trying to chop off his tentacles that he had on you. About then, I realized I was screaming on the top of my lungs [which really isn't that loud, anymore]. I was attacking and screaming for someone to come help or for Darby to "snap the fuck out of it, you useless squishy!"

My sword was doing something, it seemed. He let go, after all. Adrenaline seemed to be helping me quite a bit, and I kept attacking until my sword was ripped out of my hands. So I resorted to trying to elbow him in the not-face, and I grabbed you as soon as I could. Somehow —God if I know— I got you back out into the main street and someone helped me carry you into a shop nearby. I think it may have been a coffee place. Maybe the same one, maybe a different one. That's about when I broke down and started sobbing in fear and disgust. The ambulance came fairly soon after that. Wouldn't let me get in the back with you at first, but they relented eventually.


It drifted off somewhere about there. It was a bit longer than it seems. I'm just shortening the fighting down by a considerable amount.

This sucks!

So, the police came to my school today. To question me. About Sam. Where she went, and all. Thought I may have had something to do with it. Someone said they heard we were fighting. Damn it. Damn it all!

So, she wasn't anywhere I had looked when Scott told me to, even when I damn near ran into old faceless. [Though I not sure quite what happened, there. I was too busy thinking "oh shit, I guess that's my proof!"] And no one can find her. She took her cell phone, though she isn't answering it. She's just... gone. Nebula wrote a note and LEFT with her. When I find that bitch, I am going to END HER.

But my sister.... No one knows where my sister is. I'm such a useless person. Damn it.

Bitch, I'm going to find you and TD&FF. I'm going to hunt you both down. And when I do, you will regret every minute you ever spent taking breathing for granted. Remember, remember... I'm coming. My sister will be brought home, safe and sound and alive and whole.

~V for Vengeance
Out.~

My sister...

Is gone.

I don't know where. Supposedly she's with TD&T and Nebula —the bitch. But I do know that I'm going to get her back. She's my sister. My heart won't let me leave her there.

So, Sam.... I'm coming. I'm gonna help. I won't let you fall. マケナイ!

I was asking for this, wasn't I?

Well, I knew something would come up sooner or later. [That's why this is here.] Kite's new little note. Stupid triple code. It says something about another Solstice. Of course, then she goes and points out that the Summer Solstice is June 21st. The day before my birthday. Remember the other note? The one from ages ago? It said something about a birthday there too. We assumed it meant Jesus Christ's birthday. Maybe it meant something less significant. Maybe it meant mine as a reference point for which Solstice.

Thoughts, anyone?